Wow.

It's been forever since I updated this thing.

Well, time for some "catch-up" I guess.

First off, I graduated. Go me!

Second, I'm planning to attend Northern Illinois University to broaden my "educational" horizons. So if anyone else is going, be sure to holla.

I actually just got back from vacation from Pompano Beach, FL. It was a great, hanging out on the beach, cruising down Atlantic Ave. and whatever. Nothing too major really happened though, just maxin' and relaxin'.

That's about it really. Except for a couple real good parties and other crap I can't remember, nothing earth-shattering has really happened yet. Or again, I sure as hell don't remember at 3:20am, so bah...

I'm going to sleep now.

"System on Blast, Cops just past, Just seen a big ol' ass! It's Saturday! Sticky icky icky."

It's saturday night. And I'm still at home. That's a rare occasion. Usually, saturday nights consist of going out to restaurants with no money or sneaking in to movies or setting bikes on fire and running them into women and children. You know, regular teenage things. But not tonight. I'm here entertaining you, so don't say I never did nothing for you!

Today was alright though. I got up at the god forsaken hour of 7:30 in the morning to help my friend with his garage/lot sale. It was pretty chilly at first, but then the sun and bees came out, making it hell for us to stay in one spot for a set period of time. We sold alot of things and I mainly fooled around with his camera phone and took a picture of myself and got it in my email, but I wouldn't dare put up (It's that bad).

Afterwards, I took the entertainment center I got from him and we all carried it to my house for like 5 blocks. I didn't think it was that heavy but it practically killed my fingers. Then I went out to the eye doctor to get some contacts but the asses wouldn't accept my insurance so now I'm stuck without vision which means I can't drive until I get my insurance straightend out. Needless to say, I'm pretty pissed. Next on the agenda was a haircut which came out pretty nicely if i do say so myself. I'm such a handsome devil.

Homecoming is this week, which mean this whole week is spirit week!

Monday: Pajama Day
Tuesday: Throwbacks! (Sports Jersey Day)
Wednesday: Mix Match I think
Thrusday: Retro
Friday: School Colors (Red, Black, & White)

Friday is also the pep rally and homecoming game. Everyone and their momma's gonna be there. My cousin starts on the team too so they better win. I wonder if I was nominated for Homecoming King? Probably not...meh

peep the gat

For the sexy beast known as Christina Aguilera, I have devoted a image shrine in her name to show my uncanny love for her. Tis' true, it's the first time I ever had a 'thing' for a celebrity, but she's so damn gorgeous in my opinion.

The some of the girls at my school thinks she's become some type of slut or something just because that 'Dirrty' video. I say to them "Stop hating!" Let her do what she wants. Since when did society have to start living by other people's morals instead of thinking or acting on their own. Other girls are just jealous.

Her other songs kick ass too. Like "Beautiful" and "Can't Hold Us Down" (which I can't get outta my head, damn that catchy beat).

Anyway, we'll eventually get married once my music production career get jumped off and then you'll be seein us in tabloids like Ben and J.Lo. We'll have 3 kids and leave in a house on the water in Florida somewhere.

Nahh, I'm just jokin' bout that part. I don't even like kids.

But seriously, I'm not that obsessed, but damn....what a sexy beast.

Listen
Shit just aint the same
When you slide through
I get distracted every time you in my view
Plus I hear you kinda single right now boo
And I got a perfect spot for a tattoo

I get ya name more than once if I have to
Me and you up at a classic then buy you
Cause I got a few places you can fly to
Bring ya partners cause you know I'm bringin' my crew

Girl don't you walk on by
We're not leavin' one more time
Shorty's got her back to me
Show me what you got for me
Watch you move from side to side
Lick your lips then close your eyes
Like something from a fantasy
Good for you and good for me girl

So we can talk about the things you want
Talk about the things want

Or we can talk about the things you like
Girl I don't just talk to hear my lines
You've heard it all a thousand times girl

And we can talk about taking it slow
Takin' it slow

And we can talk about taking our time
Girl how can I get you in my ride
Who's gonna drive you home tonight?

Baby let me love you
All night long
All night long
Baby let me please you
All night long
All night long

We can take a ride in my ride
We can get it on outside
Hit it of like 1-2-3
The moon and stars is all we need
Then we can take it back to my crib
We don't have to say that we did
No one knows that we just met
What you see is what you get

So we can talk about the things you want
Talk about the things want

Or we can talk about the things you like
Girl I don't just talk to hear my lines
You've heard it all a thousand times girl

And we can talk about taking it slow
Takin' it slow

And we can talk about taking our time
Girl how can I get you in my ride
Who's gonna drive you home tonight

Baby let me love you
All night long
All night long
Baby let me please you
All night long
All night long

Oh baby whenever you say
We can be out
I'm not in a hurry Ma
But we can go now
There's so many ways
We can get down
I'm gonna give all the lovin' to ya
Oh girl

I wanna be your stability
Physically finance and mentally
If willing
I'll be fulfilling anything you reveal to me
Like ya fantasies
Ya dreams
Peaches and cream
You name it
You pick
I lick
That's the thing
Time don't mean a damn thing in this case
So unplug the clocks
And close the drapes
I got it all planned out
Me and you goin'
Until we both scream ouch
We both pass out

So we can talk about the things you want
Talk about the things want

Or we can talk about the things you like
Girl I don't just talk to hear my lines
You've heard it all a thousand times girl

And we can talk about taking it slow
Takin' it slow

And we can talk about taking our time
Girl how can I get you in my ride
Who's gonna drive you home tonight

Baby let me love you
All night long
All night long
Baby let me please you
All night long
All night long

Man, Sunday night....what a drag.

There's absolutely nothing to do here at the moment. I have a splitting headache and my mom, uncle, and aunt are arguing in the kitchen right now as I type this.

What for? They're arguing can't change anything now. All they're doing is trying to get a stand and be able to say, "I told you so..."

Who gives a fuck? I don't. I'll pretend I do though right now.
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There. Thank God that's over. Why isn't that they can't find something productive to do for a change. Soon as it comes to church, they just start wailin on each other with ridiculous opinions that no one would other wise give two squirts of piss about.

It's kinda shitty though now, cause it's my mom vs. them which is pretty unfair. It's times like these where I wish I could just go somewhere on my own. I've always thought that this isn't the place for me. Imagine, just driving down the road, with your favorite song blastin' on the radio, no worries, not a care in the world.

That's what I'll do. When I get done with school and shit's still like this, I'm leaving. I'll be out, leaving a dusty trail behind, only having to care for myself and whoever deems themselves fit to travel along. It's moments when I'm by myself though that I feel truly alive.

Yeah, naive as it may sound, I'm going for it.